Songbird Sanitarium

What a gorgous couple the student body judged as loners started falling, But we don't tolerate originality or true love.
So here is my plan we'll leave them to the dark, don't let them trust.
Suspicion will ruin us.
What did I ever do to you, she cries at night while he tries to comfort. But it doesn't work.
No. it doesn't work.
Why do you have to tear us apart, he was the best thing, the best thing I knew.
All this teen drama gives me the sudden urge to hurl. Get me out of this sanitarium, and out into the real world. How could I have fallen for all this bullshit it will never be worth it. Not even for you… its not worth trying to survive in a cage… like a songbird we should just fly away.
And they'll always fear us cuz they know we could conquer the world in a day.
And she cries at night, because she will never know his touch. like a sappy romance we all love to destroy, they'll both self- destruct.
Why do you love murder? But you'd judge their morbid thoughts.
And I'd trade lying in the silence of a grave for this anyday. You wish to put me there.
At least their hands reach out- not just one hand to a back, not just burning eyes and unwanted  desires.
Because he will never know.
Read this, and think of the filthy soul I hold. Of the gnawing at the basebone.
And an asylum is all I will ever know. so the hopeless bliss of a silent afterlife in the ground is all I hope for- because peace is all I've ever wanted. Peace with you, or a deathly sleep.
Cast your eyes to the future, of sleepless nights next to him- no alone. Of wonderful laughter because of him- no. of the amazing glances we'll share….. no.
Just let me choke this up- its terrifying but needed, grotesque but loved, this hand gliding over a page, these unwanted words forming so eloquently.